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Thursday, October 05, 2006
Thoughts of a Soldier......(Part 1)
In some ocassions while the soldier walked under the rain, he thought a lot about his past life, good and bad things. The terrible stuff happened when those horrible moments when his heart broke in pieces once and again invade his mind like bullets aimed to his head while he was walking under the heavy rain (the rain felt like tears of suffering coming down from the sky..). Crying was not gonna solve anything, not even if he wished for it. The only thing that he could do was accept defeat and try to keep going with his life (the rest of shit that happened was just worthless). While he felt the tears from the sky, he also felt another ones coming down from his very own eyes, but it wasn't something that would come to set him free like he wanted, Because the sadness of his dead heart started to come out again with the help of those tears coming from his eyes. These was a huge shock for him after a long time (deep inside he thought that crying was a perfect way to make the bad things go away, but he was wrong!). He continued he's way under the rain, while deep into his own memories those bad thoughts kept coming for him to stab his feelings, at those very same moments he was asking to himself : "why must I remember these?", "is these some kind of test?!". The Soldier kept asking himself these questions over and over again, suddenly his tears stopped, and not because he finally could control them, but beacause he couldn't find an answer to the questions he had into his very own heart and soul, and the sensation of loneliness came back but without memories or reason. The Loneliness came all way deep into his soul telling him these words: "Is better be alone, I know how u feel and I also know that you hate when others say to you that someday, somehow that special one will come to you......no matter what happens in your life You must be strong, I know YOU can do it!", finally the soldier understood what The Loneliness meant by those words, he understood that he was gonna be alone for a very long time, and then all of the sudden he stopped and look to the sky while the rain kept falling....and he said: "Mission accepted".
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