Things, Info, Compositions and the most important thing of all...my miserable life!!!
CrAzY20's...."Holly Scripts"
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
100 things about me.....
1)My complete name is Salvador L. Valladolid
2)My head hurts and my left ear too (someone is talking bad about me)
3)I lost my sister when I was young
4)that's why sometimes I don't trust the man upstairs
5)I want to be in a real fight (maybe against someone I don't like)
6)I hate my old man
7)he cheated on my mother
8)I want to be inside an steel cage with him
9)so I'll be able to beat him so bad......
10)I need black gloves
11)I got a job (to help my mom and earn some $$)
12)Need more games (for relax, and that's my drug other than workout)
13)I need a girlfriend (I never had one in my life)
14)I never had anybody special in my fucking life
15)been alone since I born
16)Been in love just twice
17)I hear anykind of music (my preferences are rock, punk, hip hop and rap)
18)Clothes......dark clothes
19)I don't like to dress so good or so bad
20)just the normal typical way
21) I Like masks
22)I like to disguise myself with costumes
23)Like to paint my face (ICP & ABK)
24)people said I like that because I'm gemini
25)My mother loves me but she thinks I'm NUTS!!!
26)My homies are like the brothers I never had
27)I'm a lead singer of a band (not anymore)
28) I need top get the hell out of here (this stinky hole called "EL Cerrito")
29)I will apply to real world
30)American idol....?????? I don't know
31)I Hate the old man!!!!
32)I Need to fight
33)Love backyard wrestling (lightbulbs and barbwire)
34)Best weapon "Razors and knifes"
35)Willing to learn everything
36)I'm the way I want to be
37)I love to draw
38)not that stupid art
39)Cartoon and comics art
40)I'm freezing goddamn!!!!
41)drinking some tea right now
42)I want to get The ICP legacy
43)I need ICP gear (I just need a little bit more)
44)Most of the music I have is spanish rock and punk
45)My homies "DBC" are the best
46)Slipknot.....People = shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
47)I want a fight with my old man
48)I will not die without any scars
49)I tried to kill myself a lot of times
50)The Only thing that keeps me in this fucking world is my mother and my homies
51)My old man is a loser
52)I love to see porno stuff (not gay, but lesbian is hot)
53)i'm an straight guy, some assholes think I'm gay because I dress in black
54)I dress in black because I love to dress like that
55)The color of darkness
56)it doesn't mean I'm a bad guy, it just means that I like the darknes and also misterious
57)I love walking down the rain
58)I Didn't have a real relationship with anybody, just imagination......
59) If all people likes you...there's something wrong around there!
60)I been lied all my life
61)I been used all my life
62)I been rejected....yes!!!!!
63)I'm a nice guy...hell yeah!!!!
64)Why I'm still in this world?
65)love is good, but it hurts
66)so bad that it feels like an stab in the back
67)Welcome to my fight club
68)When you lose everything
69)you realize something
70)You are free to do anything you want
71)I'm young and hopeless
72)that's the way I feel
72)hell yeah I'm angry at my old man
73)Here is my true life in this hole called CA
73)I will sing everything
74)Chinese food is the best thing here in USA
75)Fast food (bullshit!!!)
76)mom's food (the best in the world)
77)College is nice
78)I don't have friends there
79)maybe because people think I'm a loser
80)Maybe yes or maybe not
81)truth is inside me
82)Still freezing
83)I miss my prom (from Peru)
84)I will go back to kick the ass of my father
85)I will go back to beating the hell out of the bastard who ruin my life
86)That bastard is another dude
87)first my best friend, then my worst enemy
88)I need a weapon (a bat and some barbwire)
89)I was lonely and bored all day
90)even when you are surrounded by people you can feel lonely
91)cause nobody pays attention or talk to you
92)Always using the computer and writing
93)I love to write
94)I write a new partof my life for my journal everynight
95)I will write an story
96)not about my life
97)about fights!!!!!
98)Need to do something about the loneliness
99)head hurts again thinking about the past
100)I'm this way, nice guy, always dressed with the darkness(some kind of color for my heart and soul...like emptiness and loneliness)always solitary(even if I'm with my friends), I will be happy...no matter what happens...I'll be happy forever!!!
Thank you......
1)My complete name is Salvador L. Valladolid
2)My head hurts and my left ear too (someone is talking bad about me)
3)I lost my sister when I was young
4)that's why sometimes I don't trust the man upstairs
5)I want to be in a real fight (maybe against someone I don't like)
6)I hate my old man
7)he cheated on my mother
8)I want to be inside an steel cage with him
9)so I'll be able to beat him so bad......
10)I need black gloves
11)I got a job (to help my mom and earn some $$)
12)Need more games (for relax, and that's my drug other than workout)
13)I need a girlfriend (I never had one in my life)
14)I never had anybody special in my fucking life
15)been alone since I born
16)Been in love just twice
17)I hear anykind of music (my preferences are rock, punk, hip hop and rap)
18)Clothes......dark clothes
19)I don't like to dress so good or so bad
20)just the normal typical way
21) I Like masks
22)I like to disguise myself with costumes
23)Like to paint my face (ICP & ABK)
24)people said I like that because I'm gemini
25)My mother loves me but she thinks I'm NUTS!!!
26)My homies are like the brothers I never had
27)I'm a lead singer of a band (not anymore)
28) I need top get the hell out of here (this stinky hole called "EL Cerrito")
29)I will apply to real world
30)American idol....?????? I don't know
31)I Hate the old man!!!!
32)I Need to fight
33)Love backyard wrestling (lightbulbs and barbwire)
34)Best weapon "Razors and knifes"
35)Willing to learn everything
36)I'm the way I want to be
37)I love to draw
38)not that stupid art
39)Cartoon and comics art
40)I'm freezing goddamn!!!!
41)drinking some tea right now
42)I want to get The ICP legacy
43)I need ICP gear (I just need a little bit more)
44)Most of the music I have is spanish rock and punk
45)My homies "DBC" are the best
46)Slipknot.....People = shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
47)I want a fight with my old man
48)I will not die without any scars
49)I tried to kill myself a lot of times
50)The Only thing that keeps me in this fucking world is my mother and my homies
51)My old man is a loser
52)I love to see porno stuff (not gay, but lesbian is hot)
53)i'm an straight guy, some assholes think I'm gay because I dress in black
54)I dress in black because I love to dress like that
55)The color of darkness
56)it doesn't mean I'm a bad guy, it just means that I like the darknes and also misterious
57)I love walking down the rain
58)I Didn't have a real relationship with anybody, just imagination......
59) If all people likes you...there's something wrong around there!
60)I been lied all my life
61)I been used all my life
62)I been rejected....yes!!!!!
63)I'm a nice guy...hell yeah!!!!
64)Why I'm still in this world?
65)love is good, but it hurts
66)so bad that it feels like an stab in the back
67)Welcome to my fight club
68)When you lose everything
69)you realize something
70)You are free to do anything you want
71)I'm young and hopeless
72)that's the way I feel
72)hell yeah I'm angry at my old man
73)Here is my true life in this hole called CA
73)I will sing everything
74)Chinese food is the best thing here in USA
75)Fast food (bullshit!!!)
76)mom's food (the best in the world)
77)College is nice
78)I don't have friends there
79)maybe because people think I'm a loser
80)Maybe yes or maybe not
81)truth is inside me
82)Still freezing
83)I miss my prom (from Peru)
84)I will go back to kick the ass of my father
85)I will go back to beating the hell out of the bastard who ruin my life
86)That bastard is another dude
87)first my best friend, then my worst enemy
88)I need a weapon (a bat and some barbwire)
89)I was lonely and bored all day
90)even when you are surrounded by people you can feel lonely
91)cause nobody pays attention or talk to you
92)Always using the computer and writing
93)I love to write
94)I write a new partof my life for my journal everynight
95)I will write an story
96)not about my life
97)about fights!!!!!
98)Need to do something about the loneliness
99)head hurts again thinking about the past
100)I'm this way, nice guy, always dressed with the darkness(some kind of color for my heart and soul...like emptiness and loneliness)always solitary(even if I'm with my friends), I will be happy...no matter what happens...I'll be happy forever!!!
Thank you......
- posted by CrAzY20 @ 7:42 PM 0 comments
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Traitor or not...He's my friend
All my life I wanted a trustfull person, a person who never tries to steal what I like, a person who really understand my feelings, but I'm lucky and unlucky about that over and over again. All my life I wanted a good friend, a friend who never turns on me, but to be serious this time I never had the luck of the best friend .The person that I believe is my friend he just pretends to be my friend (fake smile and words) he stole the thing that I love the most and he did that in front of me. I don't uderstand why when I'm going to have happiness there is always something or someone who takes away that hapiness from me. I just wanted a nice girl and he stole her from me.... I offered him my friendship and he spat on my face, But after all he is a friend (damn I think....he is) maybe he deserves a little of happiness (just maybe) or maybe I'm wrong about it, but no matter what the fact is: "Traitor or not......he is my friend"
All my life I wanted a trustfull person, a person who never tries to steal what I like, a person who really understand my feelings, but I'm lucky and unlucky about that over and over again. All my life I wanted a good friend, a friend who never turns on me, but to be serious this time I never had the luck of the best friend .The person that I believe is my friend he just pretends to be my friend (fake smile and words) he stole the thing that I love the most and he did that in front of me. I don't uderstand why when I'm going to have happiness there is always something or someone who takes away that hapiness from me. I just wanted a nice girl and he stole her from me.... I offered him my friendship and he spat on my face, But after all he is a friend (damn I think....he is) maybe he deserves a little of happiness (just maybe) or maybe I'm wrong about it, but no matter what the fact is: "Traitor or not......he is my friend"
- posted by CrAzY20 @ 1:11 PM 0 comments
