Thoughts of a Soldier......(Part 3)

After an awfull trip in The Jungle of Possibilities, The Soldier was about to get into one of the deepest, and horrible parts of the land he was walking on, and all of it was to keep going on with his mission. The Swamp Of Desolation, no other soul who had pain, sadness, and anger in it's heart, was able to pass the swamp without die trying, by the word of many comrads...it was gonna be a hard Test for him. Suddenly, while he was passing the swamp, tears from the sky started to come down, and without noticing at first; the souldier could see in the reflection of the water, and mud.....the ghouls from his past, those people who backstabbed him, and lied to him. Holding his gun tightly, desperation was surrounding him, attacking from every direction inside his heart, and step by step he could feel how the swamp were swallowing him slowly....(why they backstabbed me....why??!!!), in the other side of the swamp, he could see an old cottage where it looked like someone was living in it, or maybe just waiting for him. Thinking about these sad episodes of the past, made him remember what he said the last time in his head" "I will not failed these mission, not again". Using all the power he had in his heart, the souldier swam all the way edge of the horrible and awfull swamp, only to realize that these cottage was total, and complete deserted. Since the tears from teh sky wouldn't stop, he decided to stay inside until next morning; sitting on a dark corner of the cottage, he took of one of the pictures he took of his gurl (It's better to say, the one who was his girl). The day he left her wasn't easy for him to say goodbye, as for her.....he would never know, and the reason it's because he didn't got a call or letter while he was trainning in the service, so he figured that: "Maybe, she probably found someone better, someone who will be there for her when she needs it, someone who will not hurt her, (sobbing) someone....who will be a good man for her.....(crying)". Next day....for some reason the rain didn't stop, but from his eyes there was no more sorrow that will drop, the rain showed him a path leading to another side of The Jungle Of Possibilities, but even from outside of it, he could feel that these path will lead him to a harder journey of pain, suffering. "haven't I suffer enough? How much more Must I endure these hard Test ?" These questions, and more appeared in his mind, but there was no time for those old memories, and after realizing that no ordinary weapon, but his heart was going to be his only ally, he walked straith under the cold dark rain, which felt like knifes falling down the sky, and cutting up his skin. while walking towards he's new path, he said: "I have come these far on my mission alone, I'll will finish these task alone, I will kill the enemy...alone, and then...I will die alone". Meanwhile, back in the cottage, a shadow (with the shape of a girl) appeared from the back of it, and said: "You have to be strong, and please forgive me for everything". The Soldier kept walking until his figured was once again gone from the dark side of The Jungle of Possibilities, during his long walk, he took of the picture of his girl, and threw it away; the only thing he couldn't think was: " I love you with all my heart, please forgive me".

Mr. Salvador CrAzY20

- posted by CrAzY20 @ 7:43 PM